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2007-07-25 / 11:49 a.m.

Last night I finished steam cleaning the carpets and today I got the curtains re-made. I put pictures up on flickr if you're interested. I am very happy with them. The first set was too frilly and messy looking for me, plus, they kept falling down everytime we opened the windows. The second set is much more my style - straight and clean - maybe not too exciting, but more me. I am feeling very creative. I am going to try to get to the pictures tomorrow.

So, two people, in completely different circles of friends, have recently asked me if I was pregnant. Just out of the blue - no reason! It is kind of freaking me out since I have only told Beth and you all that I have gone off of birth control. It has only been a month, but it seems longer. I am a little over a week late, but this is usual for me. I have to say that it is hard for me not to get excited, but I seriously doubt if I am pregnant. It took me 3 years with Bg1 and 8 months with Bg2. I just have to keep reminding myself that this is normal for me and being late is not an indication that I am pregnant. Plus, I start to get panicky and think, is this really what I want? Especially after nights like the other one. It just freaks me out when people ask me if I'm pregnant! Especially when one of them doesn't even know we're trying. Weird!

Ok, there is lunch to be made. Talk to you soon!

K

crawling * walking

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