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Short and cranky

2007-09-27 / 9:41 a.m.

Ok, so I mentioned yesterday that I started my period. It-is-kicking-my-ASS today! This is worse than any period I have had in Years! At first I was all happy because my body doesn't usually function correctly, and when I start on my own, it's a big deal. But now, I'm getting worried. Here's the deal. For the past 5 or 6 months, I have only been having a period every other month. So I figured I was only ovulating off of one side. I had a period last month, so when I was late this month, it didn't seem like a big deal to me. Although, I did have cramps the week before and I got my typical chin blemish, so I thought I might start. Then, nothing. Two weeks later (last Friday), I started cramping again, but still nothing. Yesterday morning, I woke up to bleeding. I was kind of glad because it was on a month that I didn't think I would. Yesterday was not fun, but not terrible. Today is another story. I actually have left a message with my doctor because I am in more pain than I can remember having for a long time and something doesn't seem right. My guess is that I am having an early miscarriage. I hate to say that for fear of looking stupid if I am not, and I certainly don't want to turn into a Martha and think everything is wrong with me. Another thing I was thinking is that maybe that tube was blocked (hence the no periods every other month) and it broke through. Either way, Kimmy no happy. Kimmy in pain. Kimmy want to crawl back in bed, but obviously can't with two children who need her.

Um, can I just tell you that people who "plant" silk flowers in their front yard - in hopes that people won't notice any sun fading of them and plastic, making it Obvious that they are fake - make me want to kick them in the face! These are probably the same stupid people who put wreaths on the grills of their cars around holiday time. Stupid people!

Ok, I'm obviously way too cranky to be writing. Sorry.

K

crawling * walking

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