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Another discovery of the rat bastard

2007-10-02 / 11:59 a.m.

Last time I posted, I was waiting to hear back from my doctor's office. A nurse finally called me back, but was of no help. She basically told me I had cramps, to take some Advil, and if I were bleeding through a pad, she could help me, but since I use tampons, she couldn't possibly measure if I was bleeding too much. Seriously? I was pissed. The bleeding did finally slow day the next day and the pain subsided. I figured that I probably had a cyst that built up on the side that I haven't been ovulating from and it finally burst - which was the Extreme pain I was in. But of course, I don't know that for sure. Whatever! I'm trying to be positive in my thinking. At least I have had a period for 2 months in a row and on my own. I haven't been able to say that for a really long time.

Yesterday, was one of those days where when Dan came home, I told him I didn't want another child. I couldn't handle the two I had, so how could I possibly take care of a third? He was a little too quick to say okay, which kind of pissed me off. I love the idea of being pregnant and having an actual baby. It's the raising them and growing up part that I'm not so sure about.

Last night I think I slept on my shoulder funny because today I can barely move my neck and left shoulder. I hate when that happens.

This last weekend I went shopping with Beth and her mom. It was so much fun. Now, normally, I am not a shopper. It stresses me out and makes me a tiny bit depressed. But this time, I didn't have a stroller, kids, husband hasteling me about prices, etc. It was just a day with the girls. I SO needed it and got some really cute things. I got 4 tops, 1 sweater, 3 pants and 1 pair of shoes - and I only went over my budget by $30 which isn't too bad. I am super excited about the things I got. Plus, Beth's mom bought me a top that was super cute, but I couldn't afford it. Super nice and I need to get my thank you note in the mail to her today! I'm still on my kick of not appearing frumpy. I am trying to put together outfits that look nice, my hair and make-up are usually done when I go out and I am feeling more confident about myself.

I don't know if I mentioned this before, but we are driving to AZ this weekend. My Dad has an airshow out there and so we are meeting them there. Plus, it is the same city as my grandparents, one of my aunts, her children and their children, etc. We did this last year. It's kind of like a white trash family reunion. You think I'm kidding, but I'm SO not! These people are the definition of white trash. The only thing I'm looking forward to is seeing my dad, stepmom and sister.

I finally got my fall decorations down and put out. I don't have as much as I thought I did because our visitor, that made himself comfortable in our attic, decided he needed to snack on some tasty styrofoam pumpkins. Rat bastard!

Bg2 is out and Bg1 is on her way. That means it's time for me to read and possibly take a nap. I can hardly wait. Also, we're having tacos for dinner - I heart tacos!

K

TOIYWYKAK: I Desperately need to get my eyebrows done.

crawling * walking

Believe me when I tell you it hurts! - 2007-10-23